30-Day Blog Challange

30 Day Self-Reflection Online Journal Challenge – Day 17


Today’s Topic/Question: What are seven things that make me happy?

Day 17!!

Disclaimer: DO NOT comment on any grammar issues during these 30 days…I don’t grammar check when I write in my physical journal and I won’t do it here. It’s RAW here ok! Thank you.

SORRY I’VE BEEN MIA, BUT THE END OF THE WEEK BECAME CRAZY!!! BUT I AM HERE AND I AM MOTIVATED TO GETTING THE LAST 5 DAYS OUT TODAY!

  1. My daughter for obvious reasons…LOL That’s my girl!! Literally my heartbeat 💓
  2. Filming YouTube videos, I know weird…I feel like it makes me happy cause I am able to be super creative.
  3. Doing My Makeup. Kinda same reason as above…plus it’s just relating.
  4. A Clean House/Space…Literally I am OCD! You can eat off my floors…LOL I hate coming home to a dirty house, and I hate waking up to a dirty house…
  5. Getting a Good Morning Text for the person I want.
  6. My Direct Deposit Hitting! *insert happy dance here*
  7. A 3-Day+ Weekend

I am super basic I know. Simple Things make me happy…I have alot more, but I stuck to the task at hand and sure some of those things will come up later posts.

What things make you happy?

DAY 17 DOWN!

Relationships & Sex

Ticking Clock?? Lonely & Unhappy…


There is something that I have been noticing about women and it made me question it. Why do some women walk around like there is a ticking clock on their backs? Like the, “OMG, I’m thirty and haven’t been married yet or had any kids!!!” For me, when I look around and see women who have had kids and who have been married; some are still married, some were divorced before they even hit thirty, and they still aren’t happy. Do you feel like you time is running out?? And if it does run out will your biggest regret be that you never had kids or never got married?? I mean really will that be the BIGGEST regret you have??  I am not here to invalidate anyone’s feelings. You feel what you feel. But age does not have to be an indicator of “baggage”.

Talking with my girlfriends the word lonely comes up a lot. In fact, I know people who feel just as alone when they are with a man and/or in a room full of people. If you still end up feeling lonely and filled with insecurity in spite of the fact that you have a man in your life, why do you still feel that having a man, a relationship, having casual relationships, having sex, having attention from these people, having more issues to deal with that result from being involved with these men, is the answer to your problems? Continue reading “Ticking Clock?? Lonely & Unhappy…”